i love paolo so much, then why does he have to do this to me. he knows me, he knows that i've got a huge crush on him, but he isn't even my friend! i love the guy who doesn't even love me. then there's his cousin, carlo, who keeps on saying, "hi, said paolo". i don't even know if i'll believe him or what. i guess i won't 'coz y'know what? paolo's got a new girlfriend! and he goes with his gf to a place where i am, as if showing me that i don't have a single chance for him! well, i know i don't, after all. he's only 14, and i'm already 17. i was just wondering why did i ever meet him, and why did i ever fall in love with him! i hate me! i love him!!!!!
4:10 p.m. - Saturday, Mar. 08, 2003