I already thought you are the one�yeah, you made me feel YOU ARE!...you always stay by my side, you always make me feel special�you see no other girls but me�I never thought that I would fall for you that hard�who will?...though we�re the best of friends, we hated each other in many ways�you love to annoy me and guess what?...i loved to be annoyed by you�that�s what I mean of how we hated each other so much�honestly I�ve had loads more sacrifices than you are�hmmm�let�s say you have, too�you stay late at night just to call me on the phone and talk to me
Okay, let�s skip those icky mushy stuff�why did I fall for you?...you wanna know?...well it�s because you made me do and I hated you for that!...I was in the midst of my happy life being your best friend then with just a snap of a finger, I fell for you wishing that you�ll catch me but you didn�t!...let�s say you did �partially��nothing happened though�we�re still the best of friends�you still show me the same YOU that I�ve known before and I�m showing you the same ME you�ve seen before but now, my heart skips more than a beat whenever you do special things for me�but why do you do those things?...was it because you�re my best friend or you love me too?...you never told me you do but you always show me�hmmm�action speaks louder than words, I think�despite all those annoying things that you keep on doing, I don�t know, I�ve kept on loving you for that...hei, can you remember that promise that we made for each other?...well, if you�ve forgotten it, well, let me just remind you a bit�it�s not much of a great thing but it�s one reason why my life changed a lot!...we promised not to leave each other no matter what�we love each other but as the song goes, �we had the right love at the wrong time��what wrong time?...for you it�s a wrong time but it�s the perfect time for me�okay girl, just keep quiet and keep on loving him he�ll notice soon�
Notice soon?...that soon came and went without a trace of difference in our relationship until one day I found out something dreadful!...you�ve got a new girl!...man, my heart was crushed!...all the things you did for me seem to flash before my eyes�all the things you told me, the promises�promises?...yeah!...your promise�you f****n forgot about our promise!...I never left you, but you did!...damn it was a disaster�but then you told me there�s nothing to worry about because there�s nothing between you and her�oohhhhhhhhh that was such a relief�at least you told me honestly about the two of you�at least you realized that each passing second is very crucial for me for I do not have any strength to approach you and ask you about it. We remained as we are and I kept on loving you wishing that somehow that thought will cross your mind.
Well guess what, moron!...that girl�s got friends who cannot quite keep a secret�know what I found out?...I found out the truth between you and her�the truth that broke my heart into a million pieces that I didn�t know if even God can mend it�I got stuck between doubt and trust�of course I trust you�I trust you enough to believe your stupid lies!...I doubted you 10% but I did trust you 90%...if you only knew how painful it is to have felt this way, maybe you will never dare touch my heart and crush it�but guess what?...I�ll stay as cool as I am and I will never let you know that I�ve been hurt�why should I?...you didn�t even bother to think of me when you hurt me�don�t worry, I�ll get over you soon�
I thought I was�damn!...I wasn�t planning to see you and talk to you but why the hell does destiny force us to meet?...and you know what?...everything bad I said about you seem to float away when I saw you smile at me and when I said hello, I realized I wasn�t really that over you�you still make my heart race, you still make my knees weak�you still make me feel stupid telling myself that just a smile and I am willing to forget everything�
GUESS THIS ISN�T GOODBYE, YET�
GUESS I STILL LOVE YOU FROM THE START�:�c
5:27 p.m. - Friday, Aug. 19, 2005