Just like the roaring thunder my heart cries for you
Just like a silent whisper, my heart longs for you
It may sound absurd and weird but that�s what I feel
You didn�t only hurt me once, you hurt me like twins
With a teardrop I cry thinking about my fears
Fear to be hurt, fear to be alone
Although I�m strong I become weak with you
Although I know how to fight, I�m willing to lose for you
I want to get over you, I want to forget you
I want to move on but how could I?
You are always around; you are always making me hold on to a wrong love
I wanna let go but each time I try to pull my hand away, you pull it back even harder
Your hold gets tighter every time I wanna pull it loose
I just wonder why you keep on doing this
You made a fool of me, you hurt me, you made me cry and yet you don�t want to let go of me
You stab my heart each time you�re with her but you don�t wanna see me with other guys
You�re being so unfair yet I tolerate your doings
I keep on thinking why am I doing all these sacrifices
Well maybe this is the only answer: I LOVE YOU
I love you although you hurt me
I love you although you made me cry
I love you although you make me feel stupid
I love because I just do and that won�t change even if I want to
My heart is closed with you inside
It�s hard to open it for others to fill
You locked it tight and you held the key
That�s why I feel like I�m lost with you all the time
I don�t know where this will bring us
I don�t know what will happen next
All I know is you�re in my heart
My thought runs with you
And all that I know is that until you won�t give me back the key to re-open my heart
I will always love you until my day ends
11:30 p.m. - Wednesday, Aug. 31, 2005